People these days (yes... it's back!)

A friend and I were talking a couple of days ago, about how some people don't understand that you can't keep hiding behind your personality. For example, a slutty girl fucks around with her best friends boyfriend. She says sorry to her best friend, but it's okay, because well she's a slut. Well, I guess that was kinda a bad example, but you get my point right?

Couple of days ago, this guy I know, claims to be best friends with this other girl I know. This guy doesn't want to write a little message saying "goodbye", because he is shy and doesn't know what to write. I see this situation from both angles. Yes, your shy. It's hard to open up to someone who is really close to you, that words on a piece of paper cannot describe. But since you've put the title of "best-friends" with one another, isn't is right for the "best-friend" to WANT to write something? I know if my best friend didn't want to write something for me, I'd be devastated. Oh, and the excuse of "I'm sorry, ofcourse I love you" .. is NOT a reason. I'm sorry honey. These type of people need to understand that no matter where you are, you gotta speak up! MAN THE FREAK UP! I don't care if this person reads this, they should know to man up!

Another story; today at uni, my friends and I were walking together to our class, little did we know we were walking in a line (yes awkward and strange), but in the distance are four other people in the same course as us walking towards us, well not really just walking pass. But as soon as we walked pass, we heard the whole group giggle. First thing I thought of was, WTF is so funny?! One of these girls just so happens to be someone who we constantly help because she CONSTANTLY as we like to call it "wall-hijacking" on facebook asking for help with uni. EXCUSE ME! You are not king shit, because you live on campus and think you own the fucking uni! And EXCUSE ME to that girl, where's the thanks for all the help we've given you over the past year and a half of uni? I haven't heard one thanks from you biatch! It's people like that who think they rule the world. Where in high school, we king shit's who looked down upon people and laughed at their flaws and the stupid things they've done. Well F.Y.I to the four of you, you're gonna stay stuck-up biatchs, all alone wishing you were a better person when you were younger. HAVE A GREAT LIFE!

this week i'm loving ..

an appreciation for summer...






hugs in winter...





the return journey home...





female heroes...





1920's fashion..





drifting into your imagination...






the extra layer of clothes in winter...

"Life's not a spectator sport. If watchin' is all you're gonna do, then you're gonna watch your life go by without ya..."

Hunchback of Notre Dame

Waiting for the perfect moment

TAKE ME AWAY!

Honestly just wanna jump in a hole and stay there, away from everyone and everything! Uni is just so argh! right now. So many freaking assessments, so many things to do and they expect us to keep some sort of balance. Work is a pain too. I thought I was getting over the whole ordeal with me being fired because I'm too expensive, but honestly I'm wondering now if it's all worth it. Again, I'm only happy on some occassions and I can only put on a smile for so long.

Right now, I just wanna run away to some tropical island, away from any homework, assessments, essays, away from work, everyone at work, everyone here. Just need to get away!

There's just so many emotions running through me right now, it's hard to keep up with it and it's hard to tell anyone. Anger, depression, jealousy (O-M-G, don't even know why I am jealous to be honest!), betrayal, lonely. The list goes freaking on. Just really need a vacation .. REALLY NEED ONE!!!!

"When love is for the highest bidder, there can be no trust. Without trust, there can be no love. Jealousy, yes, jealousy will drive you mad..."

Woman of the week...

Hey, she deserves two weeks! I wanna watch Iron Man 2 for her!

Man of the week...

Gotta admit, for an Indian, he's pretty good-looking ;)
I haven't done this in AGES!!!

One more week ...

In about a week, my sister finally gets home form her worldwide adventure! Well not really worldwide, more like .. majority of South America and Canada and the Philippines. And to be honest, I'm actually looking forward to her coming back home. It's kinda been a lonely three months without her in the house. I hate to admit it, but it sucked not being able to talk one-on-one with my sister about work, things going on in work ;), uni and how much I hate it right now, you know the usual. Pro's of her gone, I get to borrow her clothes without her knowing (shhhh*) and I get to temporarily use her room and my hideout/study area. What sucks now, is that I gotta clean it up in a weeks time before she gets home so it looks it I was never in her room ;).

But in a week, my friend Linda from work goes off to Iraq, forever =(. I remember the very first day I met Linda at work. Everything that came out of that girls mouth was a complete lie! "Marcelle's my mum", "I go to university, I'm in my second year", "I'm 18 years old", that girl is such a crack up! She taught me pretty much everything. I remember when we were in the freezer stacking chips, she told me that Marcelle was like her mother/sister, that they have a special bond between the two of them. It was kinda cute.

I honestly used to hate working with Linda. Her constant yelling and swearing pissed the hell out of me. The woman had no respect what so ever! But I soon realised she was pretty funny when she wasn't screaming at me, calling me a motherfu**er blah blah blah and what not, soon realised to get over it and get used to it, thats what makes Linda funny =P. I am really going to miss that motherfunker =(.

LOVE YOU LINDA, GONNA MISS YOU 69 ='(

Happy Mothers Day