Yesterday, i completely forgot one of the most special events in my life. No exaggeration. From all the excitement of meeting up with my friends, shopping around Parra, planning people's weddings and reminiscing about schoolies, life back in Year 12 and other eventful moments in our lives, i completely forgot a special birthday .. So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN BARNES!!!!
That is all =D
Aug 21, 2009
Aug 19, 2009
people these days
So yesterday, i took the train home from East Richmond to Marayong with my friend Miz .. we got to about Windsor and there was this girl on the seat to our left. Miz was reading her book and i was playing bejeweled on my phone, the other girl was reading her book too .. Till she rang someone and all hell broke loss (not really)
This girl, had the loudest voice ever! She was on the phone to on of her friends and OMG! HAVE SOME RESPECT BITCH TO OTHER PEOPLE IN THE CARRIAGE! From what i remember:
"OMG, did you hear that Jennifer is going out with Glen's best friend? ... YEAH! totally i know right, i can't believe she did that .. You know that guy from Canberra? He is like your friends friend .. Yeah Steve, anyway he had a housewarming up there and she met him and they formed their own little group and starting to go on outings .. YEAH! I KNOW RIGHT!"
Sure the conversation sounds nice to eavesdrop on, but this girl was in her 20's or something, i'd say 22, and she was talking on the phone like some teenager with juicy gossip. HAVE SOME RESPECT BITCH! This conversation went on from Windsor to Marayong, where i got off, yet she was still on the phone by the time i got off the train .. Who know's how long she was talking for.
This girl, had the loudest voice ever! She was on the phone to on of her friends and OMG! HAVE SOME RESPECT BITCH TO OTHER PEOPLE IN THE CARRIAGE! From what i remember:
"OMG, did you hear that Jennifer is going out with Glen's best friend? ... YEAH! totally i know right, i can't believe she did that .. You know that guy from Canberra? He is like your friends friend .. Yeah Steve, anyway he had a housewarming up there and she met him and they formed their own little group and starting to go on outings .. YEAH! I KNOW RIGHT!"
Sure the conversation sounds nice to eavesdrop on, but this girl was in her 20's or something, i'd say 22, and she was talking on the phone like some teenager with juicy gossip. HAVE SOME RESPECT BITCH! This conversation went on from Windsor to Marayong, where i got off, yet she was still on the phone by the time i got off the train .. Who know's how long she was talking for.
Aug 12, 2009
my latest obsession
alright, so over the past couple of weeks i've been finally reading New Moon, you know the sequel to the infamous Twilight? Yeah, and i know i'm going to get fried for reading New Moon, especially by Katrina and Cesar, but in my defence, i didn't like the movie. So yeah anyway, i've been reading it for a couple of weeks, and previously i was what some teenies call a "Team Edward" fan. Yet recently after reading New Moon, reading about Jacob Black's amazing growth spurt, more tall, muscular, tanned to even taller, more masculine, and cropped hair, DUDE! As Cesar puts it, "teenage orgasm!". Jacob is so hot! I sound like such a tb, hehehehe. Some Taylor/Jacob fans are insane. Here's a comment from a YouTube video on Taylor and Robert on the Tyra Show: "omg i used to date taylor. he lost his virginity to me, but he dumped me cous my vagina ..." yeah i don't remember the rest, the comment now has been deleted. Shame =P, first time i saw it i laughed.
"Team Jacob!"
That's all i wanted to share =D.
Aug 9, 2009
Cleaning Out My Closet
Where's my snare, I have no snare in my headphones, there ya' go, yeah, yo', yo'...
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, i've been protested and demonstrated against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of the motherfuckin' kid that's behind, all this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin',tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin', not takin' nothin' from no one,give 'em hell long as i'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening, leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out, look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now, ain't you mama,i'ma make you look so ridiculous now...
[CHORUS]I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said i'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, Inever meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet...
I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it, so before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, i'ma expose it, i'll take you back to '73, before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' Cd, I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months, my faggot father must have had his pantie's up in a bunch, cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye,no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die, I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side, even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try, to make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake, I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human, but i'mman enough to face them today, what I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun, cause id'a killed 'em, shit I would have shot Kim and him both, it's my life, i'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show...
[CHORUS]
Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition, take a second to listen who you think this record is dissin', but put yourself in my position, just try to envision witnessin' your Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen, bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and shits missin', going through public housing systems, victim of Munchausen's syndrome, my whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya' stomach, doesn't it, wasn't it the reason you made that Cd for me, ma, so you could try to justify the way you treated me, ma, but guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely, and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phoney, and Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful, but you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral, see what hurts me the most is you won' tadmit you was wrong, bitch, do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom, but how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get, you selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn inhell for this shit, remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me, well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be...
[CHORUS]
I don't like this song because he is bitching about his mother, I like this song because the lyrics are truly honest, the intensity and emotion in his voice is so powerful, you can tell it's all real, not that artificial type where people "imagine" what it is like to have a bad relationship with their mother.
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, i've been protested and demonstrated against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of the motherfuckin' kid that's behind, all this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin',tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin', not takin' nothin' from no one,give 'em hell long as i'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening, leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out, look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now, ain't you mama,i'ma make you look so ridiculous now...
[CHORUS]I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said i'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, Inever meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet...
I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it, so before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, i'ma expose it, i'll take you back to '73, before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' Cd, I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months, my faggot father must have had his pantie's up in a bunch, cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye,no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die, I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side, even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try, to make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake, I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human, but i'mman enough to face them today, what I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun, cause id'a killed 'em, shit I would have shot Kim and him both, it's my life, i'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show...
[CHORUS]
Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition, take a second to listen who you think this record is dissin', but put yourself in my position, just try to envision witnessin' your Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen, bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and shits missin', going through public housing systems, victim of Munchausen's syndrome, my whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya' stomach, doesn't it, wasn't it the reason you made that Cd for me, ma, so you could try to justify the way you treated me, ma, but guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely, and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phoney, and Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful, but you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral, see what hurts me the most is you won' tadmit you was wrong, bitch, do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom, but how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get, you selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn inhell for this shit, remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me, well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be...
[CHORUS]
I don't like this song because he is bitching about his mother, I like this song because the lyrics are truly honest, the intensity and emotion in his voice is so powerful, you can tell it's all real, not that artificial type where people "imagine" what it is like to have a bad relationship with their mother.
Aug 7, 2009
future?
I've been asked thousands of times what i want to be when i grow up, or at least what i want to achieve out of the course I'm doing right now. I have many answers to those people, depending on how is saying it and how they say it. Like for example, a complete stranger on the bus asked me what i wanted to achieve out of my course. I didn't want to seem like I'm doing the course because it sounds interesting nor did i want him to think i have no complete idea what i want to do, but then again because of the fact that i am still a first year student, you have to sound uncertain. So i told him, "preferably something in research. Maybe a little bit of reproductive technologies and breeding programs."
Another example, a family member asks me what type of jobs are you going to look for when you graduate? Now with these type of people i want to let them know that i have thought truly hard about what i want. I want them to know I'm prepared and have pretty much planned out my life for the next five or so years. So i tell them "I want to do something in terms of training. With dogs, for law enforcement or as guide dogs or even horses." And they usually all gasp in excitement asking me to train their dogs as soon as i graduate.
Now friends. When it comes to friends you want them to know you've got everything under control, you may not know exactly what you want to do, but you're certain you're in the right place. So i tell them "I'll see where this course takes me."
I have a couple of friends who know EXACTLY what they want, the duration it will take them to get there and the people and places they must see and be at. For example, one of my closest friends (they shall remain unnamed) has their life set out for pretty much till they are about 30. Finish degree in three years, one year of honors, doctorate, PhD and find a job doing what they've been studying for. Now i find that remarkable, to know what you want at their age. AMAZING!
Another friend of mine knows they want to work with dogs no matter what. It doesn't matter what it is, as long as its with dogs. At least they know to some degree where they want to go in life.
Another person i know does this course that i would have never guessed, mainly because they don't seem like the type to want to study it. They seem more like a "health" based student. More about sports rather than what they are doing now. And when i think hard about it, even though i don't really KNOW this person, i have no idea what they wish to achieve out of that course.
It gets me thinking, people often wonder why i am doing animal science considering i am a very picky girl. I hate reptiles, i LOATHE frogs, birds are a nuisance, i dislike cats and i wonder why rats even exist. I remember i wanted to become a forensic scientist. C.S.I sugar-coated forensic science so much! I wanted to be a doctor once in my life. I also wanted to be a child-care worker, primary school teacher, photographer and even a writer. I'm confusing, i know =P. But right now, I'm quiet happy with what I'm doing in uni. It has opened my eyes to so many things. I remember the first time i got to work with the horse, i was so freaked out! And after a while there was just that connection. The feeling that, if this is what being an animal scientist is about, getting to experience the great joy and passion of animals which we tend to neglect. Then I'm happy to be an animal scientist in training.
Although i don't know what i want to do exactly with my course, I do have other arrangements.
Another example, a family member asks me what type of jobs are you going to look for when you graduate? Now with these type of people i want to let them know that i have thought truly hard about what i want. I want them to know I'm prepared and have pretty much planned out my life for the next five or so years. So i tell them "I want to do something in terms of training. With dogs, for law enforcement or as guide dogs or even horses." And they usually all gasp in excitement asking me to train their dogs as soon as i graduate.
Now friends. When it comes to friends you want them to know you've got everything under control, you may not know exactly what you want to do, but you're certain you're in the right place. So i tell them "I'll see where this course takes me."
I have a couple of friends who know EXACTLY what they want, the duration it will take them to get there and the people and places they must see and be at. For example, one of my closest friends (they shall remain unnamed) has their life set out for pretty much till they are about 30. Finish degree in three years, one year of honors, doctorate, PhD and find a job doing what they've been studying for. Now i find that remarkable, to know what you want at their age. AMAZING!
Another friend of mine knows they want to work with dogs no matter what. It doesn't matter what it is, as long as its with dogs. At least they know to some degree where they want to go in life.
Another person i know does this course that i would have never guessed, mainly because they don't seem like the type to want to study it. They seem more like a "health" based student. More about sports rather than what they are doing now. And when i think hard about it, even though i don't really KNOW this person, i have no idea what they wish to achieve out of that course.
It gets me thinking, people often wonder why i am doing animal science considering i am a very picky girl. I hate reptiles, i LOATHE frogs, birds are a nuisance, i dislike cats and i wonder why rats even exist. I remember i wanted to become a forensic scientist. C.S.I sugar-coated forensic science so much! I wanted to be a doctor once in my life. I also wanted to be a child-care worker, primary school teacher, photographer and even a writer. I'm confusing, i know =P. But right now, I'm quiet happy with what I'm doing in uni. It has opened my eyes to so many things. I remember the first time i got to work with the horse, i was so freaked out! And after a while there was just that connection. The feeling that, if this is what being an animal scientist is about, getting to experience the great joy and passion of animals which we tend to neglect. Then I'm happy to be an animal scientist in training.
Although i don't know what i want to do exactly with my course, I do have other arrangements.
- Join Greenpeace
- Join WIRES
- Get married
- Have three kids
- Travel the world with a friend
- Travel to China and help in the panda reserves
- FIND A JOB!!!
- Finally get my P's
- Stay in contact with my friends
- Graduate
Aug 5, 2009
apple iphone
this blog isn't intended for me to brag about the things i get and buy, nor the things that i get up to. It's just things i want to express and i apologize in advanced if i have offended anyone who has bee reading my blog and thought, "lucky bitch. why does she have to rub it in for?". So, sorry.
Anyways, no bragging intended, i got a new phone. An iphone to be exact. My original plan was to get an itouch, considering my ipod is dying on me. My next button doesn't work and in order to change songs i either have to go backwards, pick a song from the menu or scroll forward, and i dont like to mess up the order of the songs i listen to. You see, before going to bed i play a specific song that i know will help me to sleep or a song that i can dream about. And after that i like to have another song which sort of relates. So in general i dont like listening to my hard out rock songs whilst going to bed, unless its a slow rock song; nor do i like listening to stuff like Britney before going to bed, no offence.
So anyway, original plan was to get an itouch and a new phone considering my contract was going to end soon. So i suggested to my mum if i get an itouch and a touch phone like the nokia 5800? And she said why dont you get something with everything in it. And bam! IPHONE! =P
Enough about the iphone, so anyway, OH! Today at approximately 5pm the Matmobile (the car i take to uni) unfortunately broke down on Richmond Road =(. Yes tragic i know. RIP Matmobile. Also RIP Cory Aquino, i know its not the same thing, a car and a real person but the Matmobile was "like" a person. So mcuh personality =P.
Anyways, no bragging intended, i got a new phone. An iphone to be exact. My original plan was to get an itouch, considering my ipod is dying on me. My next button doesn't work and in order to change songs i either have to go backwards, pick a song from the menu or scroll forward, and i dont like to mess up the order of the songs i listen to. You see, before going to bed i play a specific song that i know will help me to sleep or a song that i can dream about. And after that i like to have another song which sort of relates. So in general i dont like listening to my hard out rock songs whilst going to bed, unless its a slow rock song; nor do i like listening to stuff like Britney before going to bed, no offence.
So anyway, original plan was to get an itouch and a new phone considering my contract was going to end soon. So i suggested to my mum if i get an itouch and a touch phone like the nokia 5800? And she said why dont you get something with everything in it. And bam! IPHONE! =P
Enough about the iphone, so anyway, OH! Today at approximately 5pm the Matmobile (the car i take to uni) unfortunately broke down on Richmond Road =(. Yes tragic i know. RIP Matmobile. Also RIP Cory Aquino, i know its not the same thing, a car and a real person but the Matmobile was "like" a person. So mcuh personality =P.
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